Am I wrong for still thinking about this after 52 days of NC
Some days i feel good but why can’t my mind accept that he was keeping me as a backup while telling me he loved me? Was i really that bad to deserve being treated like a second option? I genuinely loved him. What can i do now? Those memories of him talking to someone else feel like a cage i can’t escape.
I can’t accept that his cheating was his fault…Why do i still blame myself and feel like i wasn’t enough…
Why cant i stop questioning my worth…
Was this the reason he cheated on me? He was the one who kept telling me he loved me while secretly talking to other girls behind my back…
No. Absolutely not.
His choices are not your fault; those are his, and his alone.
Now, maybe you made some mistakes. But! Maybe you did everything right. Really. I’m not kidding.
Breakups suck because it’s like an involuntary suicide pact, in a way. The point is, you’re grieving, and that’s perfectly normal. And there’s no easy, simple way to fix this. Unfortunately, time does not heal all wounds. But time does create distance, and that distance can help dull the pain. At least enough you will be able to start thinking about this in a more rational, less emotional way.
I wish you better days, and may they come sooner rather than later! You sound like you have lots of love to give, but please remember to give some of that love to yourself - you deserve it.
Thank you so much🥺🫂
No, he cheated on you because he’s a deceitful piece of shit. Look at it as him doing you a favor… you didn’t have to spend longer with him before finding out he’s a low-life.