I understand how you feel. The last relationship I was in turned out to be a sham of sorts. It threw me into a spiral for a little while.

I guess for me, I refuse to let someone have that kind of control over my state of mind. Easier said than done, sure, it’s hard work but I think it’s a good perspective to have.

All you can do, is live the best life that you can, because you deserve that. Because you don’t need someone shitty ruining your vibe.

The guitar/drum idea is a good one. Making music can be really cathartic. Helps get the gunk out.

Good luck 🐱