I can’t do it anymore. I have been fighting so hard and I have accomplished nothing. I am about to lose my apartment because I am so far behind on rent from constant hospitalizations.

They cancelled my food stamps this month and I haven’t eaten for two days from having to pay my car insurance and saving to renew my registration which i still can’t afford and can’t get because my car will not pass an inspection.

I work so much I make myself sick and can’t even afford food and medicine anymore.

If I lose ny apartment I have no AC in my car in the middle of the NC summer and it is over 100 degrees. I will literally bake to death. Why should i keep trying if wither way I die? Isn’t it better if I find a way to not feel pain?

I literally don’t know what to do. They have delayed my disability so much I am out of everything. I have nothing. You win America.

God I don’t want to die.