I’m about to explode because of a person, one of the bosses at work, which is always ironic in a bad way, to tease, to feel superior. I’ve been obligated to suffer for a month, and now I feel like I explode. I do gym and meditate, but every week this person ruines everything. I’m afraid I ran out violently, I’m trapped because I don’t have an alternative, there’s only that job now and for next year, I wonder if my life is going to end like this, for a fight, fired and arrested, while the boss continues to enjoy and insult his employees…

  • Nachorella@lemmy.sdf.org
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    1 year ago

    maybe you need a plan, you’re thinking about the bad ways it could end, but there’s also good ways. It will probably be difficult but if you can stick it out until you find another job you can get the satisfaction of handing in your

    And if they’re making your life bad, chances are they’re making someone else’s life bad, too. Perhaps you could make a friend at the job who can at least make it a bit more bearable.

    Sorry you’re going through this, though, nothing’s worse than someone making your life miserable where you spend a huge chunk of your time.

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      1 year ago

      I feel almost obliged to attack also to defend all other employees, not immediately physically but I feel that I have something to say, something very heavy and direct, and this weight on the chest is heavy, you tell me to resist a year and I am already at the end of the line after a month. I’m just so afraid that words don’t suffice with that clown, that everything will become unpleasant, and I pray so much that it improves, still stupidly I pray in a sympathy, I can’t believe I have to go on like this for months and months, from below obliged for the salary, humiliated like nothing.