• ManOMorphos@lemmy.world
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      1 year ago

      I feel this way even though I’m doing alright nowadays. I think past a point of environmental or social stress, it takes away the ability to express certain feelings.

      I don’t have strong emotions anymore but nothing is particularly painful either. That was not the case for me in high school, dealing with particularly bad depression.

      • WYLD_STALLYNS@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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        1 year ago

        I feel you there, I was told I was gonna die in my 20’s due to an aneurysm from an inoperable mass in my brain.

        Got an experimental surgery, which technically failed… yet, here I still am alive lol. My neurologists don’t really know what to say decades later, so short of having a huge luck stat, I might be unkillable? 😂

        And honestly, I would’ve rather go out in better shape, not achy af like I am now. 🥴