I LOVE cats, cats are the best, they’re cute, who doesn’t like cats. Yadayada. But here’s the thing, my cat is quiet and only lets herself be pet during the evening durin specific hours, and usually walks away from me when given the choice unless it’s food related or she feels like playing. But she does that to everyone, it’s just her personality.

But every single cat I’ve seen outdoors hates my guts, or is scared of me. Animals have a sixth sense for bad people so I kinda feel like it’s a bad sign. But seriously, I try pspspsp or choć kici kici or here kitty kitty or anything really, and they just stare at me wide-eyed and run for the hills, sometimes without me even stepping a foot close to 'em! And I try everything, standing still, blinking slowly at them, being quiet, trying to lure them, crouching down and walking slowly towards them, walking at them upright at a regular pace. And no matter what I do, every single cat either looks annoyed with me or plain scared.

And hell, this even applies to housecats, even ones that typically aren’t afraid of new people. They just tend to try and get as far away from me as they can as if I did something to em. Tho typically it’s them being super cautious around me. I have never in my life had a cat even attempt to curl up on my lap and it’s torture. Dogs on the other hand love me and I couldn’t care less about dogs unless it’s one of those white fluffy ones from japan or a retriever or a fluffy one that doesn’t look ridiculous.

I just wish the creatures that I love so much actually loved me back, or at least gave me a chance. I don’t know what to do, really.