I can’t even say anything he got diagnosed with the flu and in 2 days he died. I prayed and prayed he would survive my family members told me he would probably die I didn’t believe them from the bottom of my heart I believed he would survive. He used to snuggle up with me in my bed now I am just alone in my bed just sadness. He lived 2 months. I am just thinking I could have done something different something that would’ve saved him but he’s gone and I will never see him again. And I have to accept that. I deeply regret leaving his side for a few seconds he died alone. I never thought I would’ve gotten so much attached to this guy but i did.