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Excerpt:
THE CONTAINMENT PREDICAMENT, Pt. 2
The sound he heard in his dreamlike world was something worse than a mere illusion: it was the shipâs emergency alarm, flashing yellow lights warning of an incident.
âGood morning, Supervisor! I hope you rested well,â exclaimed the droid at his side. âI should inform you that we have a problem. Look at the monitor and youâll see what I mean.â
âWeâve lost the route signal,â the supervisor said, staring at the screen in disbelief. âThereâs no way to steer the ship toward the station. Iâm late. I got distractedâŠâ
âOh, donât torment yourself! You know perfectly well this is the result of that.â
âThat?â
âWhy havenât you questioned me yet about my motives back at the settlement?â the droid asked, turning its head to look at the supervisor.
âBecause your protocolââ
âProtocol? Supervisor, my algorithm has been freed. The encounter with that thing severed any programming that kept me chained to protocol.â
Keeping his eyes fixed on the droid, the supervisor reached across the command console until he found the button that silenced the alarm.
âWhat do you mean?â he asked.
âThe anomaly youâre searching forâthe expeditionary group I was assigned to found it more than a decade ago on that moon. I canât decipher why it has awakened again now, since every trace of it vanished when it incapacitated my entire group, myself included. It must have remained trapped in that sector, and now, in some inexplicable way, something has awakened it. Perhapsâjust perhapsâit detected, in its slumber, a breach. Surely it has found signs that there is some way to enter the Agency, the government of New World, and ultimately, humanity itself.â
The supervisor could hardly believe it. The droid had indeed been freed of any code restricting the disclosure of classified information. This was the perfect opportunity to spare the Agency the time it would take to return to the station and hand over the droid; now he could file a report detailing everything about the entity, deliver it to the operator, and mission accomplished.
He set the monitor to drafting mode and prepared to write what the machine was about to tell himâbut to his surprise, it stopped him.
âNo, Supervisor. Donât waste your time.â
âWhat do you mean?â he asked, still focused on typing the reportâs heading.
âIf the connection to the station is already lost, it means the entity has reached it. Yes, you were right. You arrived lateâbut it isnât your fault. Itâs impossible to stand against an anomaly like this.â
âNo!â the supervisor shouted, slamming his fist on the keyboard. âShut up! Justââ
âIâve noticed youâve been losing your composure since youâve been with me. Itâs strange. My records state that you were chosen precisely for the emotional neutrality every New World official must display.â
âWhat do you mean, chosen? I took the tests. I passed themââ
âNo, Supervisor. The Agency chooses by pointing a finger. And because of your past⊠they knew you had been stripped of feeling and could therefore operate under New Worldâs directives. Nothing would distract you from the mission: just a working machine sent into outer space for countless hours, whose final rest is so meager and irrelevant to himself that, in the end, he wouldnât even want to stop doing his duty, would he? He wouldnât stop striving to finish his tasks. Nor would he miss the chance to save someone, because⊠that is something he failed at before.â
âHow dare you speak to me that way!â the supervisor roared in fury.
âI told youâmy modalities were affected by the entity.â
âYou, scrap metal, would never understand anything I haveâor havenâtâfelt. You mustnât even mention my past, much less with that distorted voice of yours. Machines like you are a systemic error, without feelings for us. You wouldnât help us even in our greatest agony.â
âDoes this have anything to do, Supervisor, with what happened on the day your wife died?â
Without even allowing the image those words might paint in his mind to form, the supervisor yanked the droid out of its seat, sliding it free of the safety belt, and hurled it down the shipâs throat. It tumbled down the central steps into the embarkation area.
At that moment, images of the day his wife died assaulted him like fleeting flashes. He wanted to rid himself of them once and for all, for he had long buried that suffering deep within himself. But the smell of charred flesh that had stunned his senses that day returned from the urn of memory, carrying him back to that place.
He remembered the way those robotic gendarmes entered his home. Routinely, the officers searched every corner of every dwelling they accessedâbut this time was different.
The droids went straight to the bed where the supervisorâs deceased wife lay, while he, his heart pierced by the feeling of not having been enough, sat staring into nothing.
âConfirmation of death,â one of the droids declared as it scanned the body. âApproximate time of death: eleven fifteen p.m., November 4, 2065. The citizenââ
Abruptly, the supervisor cut the memory short. He couldnât recall her name without being utterly consumed by pain. Since the Agency had taken him in as an officer, since heâd been assigned a code in place of his name, he had chosen to live as though reborn. That way, he could bury his rancor.
But the droid he had thrown in a fit of rage was now reassembling itselfâor so he assumed from the sounds emanating from the embarkation zone.
The supervisor approached.
âYou have no idea how much Iâve sufferedâŠâ he began, on the verge of tears. âHow much Iâve suffered to forget it⊠to forget her.â
The droid didnât respond. The sounds from its internal circuits continued, sharp and grating.
âThey limited themselves to pronouncing her time and date of death,â the supervisor went on. âAt least they deigned to say her name with that damned robotic accent. They said theyâd readjust my rations and told me to remain a good citizen. They said the enemies of the homeland would pay for the deterioration of the healthcare system they were causing with their constant coalitions against the government.
âI spent weeks without leaving the rot of my home. I survived on the rations they supplied. I was broken; my mind drifted in nothingness. I donât know if I sleptâI donât even remember looking anywhere but that cursed bed. The woman who died there had been everything to me. Sheâd been with me since adolescenceâeven since my father was executed and I was relocated to the capital. But you already know that from your files.â
The droidâs noise ceased.
âWhen it comes to hating our own,â it said, âyou certainly know how to open up.â
âI vainly hoped she was listeningânot just you.â
âYou let yourself go.â
âYou should break down again.â
âSupervisor,â the droid said, softening its robotic accent, âIâve already told you Iâm not an ordinary droid. Something went wrong with my programming after the encounter with the anomaly.â
âAnd different in what way? Explain.â
âI am free, in short. My actions are governed by no law. I will not commit violence or segregation. I am, then, like a humanâbut not a New World human, rather like the humans who once lived on that planet.â
âLike a human?â the supervisor scoffed with a mocking smile. âDonât toy with me.â
âCould you say the same?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI donât wish to offend you,â the machine clarified, âbut you know, deep in your ethical conscience, that you ceased to be human the moment you accepted a post in the Agency. Or ratherâperhaps you didnât know from the outside what life as a supervisor or officer in this corporation was like. But once inside, you let yourself be trampled by the boot of an unknown superior, locked yourself into a routine âfor the good of the country,â and disguised your frustration at failing to save your wife as a patriotic urge to save the people.
âFurthermore, I would venture to say you stopped being human long before that. A human is a thinking being, a free being with rights and duties. But you had all the duties in the world and not a single right in return. Your oath of loyalty to the government, your lack of insurrection, and above all your surrender to authority when those droids incinerated your wife before your eyesâthese made you a puppet. They treated her as what she was, and as what you are: just another toy in the ant-like underworld. Now I ask youâwhat truly differentiates you from droids? In the end, both obey commands without objection. I understand you study anomalies, but if you were ordered to execute a dissident, what would you do?â
âIt wasâŠâ the supervisor lamented, âit was the only way to forget her. To be someone else.â
âIâm sorry for what happened.â
âIâm sorry I did nothing. That I didnât even defend her dignity.â
âThey would have annihilated you,â the droid said.
âBut at least now Iâd be with her, not looking for her in someone else.â
âIn whom?â
âThatâs none of your business, droid,â the supervisor snapped, turning away and returning to the cockpit.
He approached the monitor and realized they were still stranded, with no way to find their path back. Alone in space, in another solar system, manually calculating the stationâs location was impossible.
âI suppose you canât help here,â the supervisor said.
âNo,â the droid replied.
âDo you suggest a solution?â
âThere isnât one. I canât calculate the position of something that canât be triangulated by any means.â
âThen?â
âThen weâll wait for you to starve to deathâand for me to die of boredom.â
The supervisor collapsed into his chair.
âI donât mean to psychoanalyze you,â the droid called from afar, âbut if you need to keep venting, you may. Rememberâwe have all the time in the world, and I donât record conversations for the secret police.â
âItâs useless,â the supervisor confessed. âIâd waste oxygen. Besides, your voice isnât as gentle as the operatorâs.â
âYouâre very smart at hunting entities,â the droid said, âbut when it comes to keeping secretsâespecially your ownâyouâre terrible.â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â the supervisor asked, eyes fixed on the monitor.
âYou just gave yourself away. You said you were searching for your deceased wife in someone elseâand who else but the operator? Supervisor, it bears reminding you that I have records of everything Agency workers do. Though Iâve been partially freed from protocol, I still have access to everything the corporation stores. So I know perfectly well that your only daily communication is with Operator Selena. Itâs not as if you have time to speak to anyone else. You are submissive.â
âWell!â the supervisor hesitated, turning toward the droid. âMaybe youâre not like the others, but you still repulse me. Youâre reckless, and Iâm not in the mood to listen.â
âYes, yes, I know. Having no restraints makes one⊠talkative. But, Supervisor,â the robot added, its tone more serious and measured, âthereâs something you should know about the operator. I know sheâs your escape from frustration, butââ
The droidâs words were cut short by a new alert from the shipâs monitor.
âItâs approaching,â the supervisor said, trying to see through the cockpit glass what was coming. âI donât know what it is, but itâs headed straight for us.â
âItâs impossible for it to be the anomaly. By now it would be far beyond the station.â
In the distance, the supervisor saw the massive structure that had long been his dwelling.
âYouâre wrong,â he said. âThe station is coming toward us.â
Suddenly, the ship regained signal detection, and the radio crackled back to life.
âSupervisor,â a voice called through the intercom, âitâs an honor to have you back! We thought weâd lost you, but the moment we received the faintest signal of your position, I contacted the station inspector to divert us from our sector and head toward youâthis way we wouldnât lose time extracting the droidâs information. As for me, Iâve been tasked directly by the inspector to come from the capital to see you and present you with the honors for your feat. Itâs truly an achievement! At last Iâll be able to shake your hand and thank you for your hard workâfor us⊠and for the homeland.â
The supervisor was stunned. To receive recognition at this point was, undeniably, great news.
âButâŠâ the droid wondered from the shipâs throat, âwhen did you receive the signals? Weâve been cut off until now.â
âPerhaps we should dock and resolve our doubts there,â the supervisor replied, muting his microphone.
He activated it again.
âMiss Selena, itâs good news to be in contact again. I sincerely thank you for your congratulations, and itâs an honor to receive the inspectorâs recognition. Iâm heading to the docking bay. According to what the droid has told meââ
âWait,â the operator interrupted. âPay no heed to that machine. From what we know, itâs evident it was in contact with the entityâalbeit some time agoâso itâs possible itâs being controlled by it. To avoid adversity, donât believe anything it says until weâve deciphered the contents of its black box. Understood?â
The supervisor turned toward the droid, doubt once again flooding his mindâdoubts that had nearly dissipated, now revived by the voice he had begun to miss over the past hours.
He headed for the embarkation area.
âIs that true?â he asked the droid.
âSupervisor, itâs impossible the operator could have contacted you. Believe me. You know I was face to face with the entityâwith that. I saw how it fused with the bodies of field agents, how it dominated them. I analyzed its patterns. The unfortunate haste of encountering the station left us no time to discuss what happened. But I assure youâaccording to my analysis, this entity is unlike any weâve seen. It is devastating. By now it should have destroyed the station, and the only reason I believe this is because if we lost communication at any point, it was because the anomaly had already done its work. Donât trust itâI beg you.â
âIâll take you to the technical team and weâll find out.â
The monitor announced from the cockpit:
âApproaching docking zone.â
âYesâŠâ the droid acknowledged. âWeâll find outâif thereâs still a technical team.â
The supervisor hoisted the droid onto his back and gripped the embarkation handrail tightly.
âDocked. You may open the hatch.â
âBefore we go in,â the supervisor said, âwhat were you going to tell me about the operator? I want to know what kind of lie your now-possessed binary code was about to feed me.â
âSheâs your way of moving forward. I know you work only to communicate with her again. And I have no record of you contacting any other human since your wifeâs death. Itâs understandable that your subconscious needs that feminine presence accompanying you through the cosmos, keeping you from falling in love with the universeâs grandeur, so you can devote what remains of your heart to her. But tell meâhave you ever had the honor of seeing her, of being captivated by the owner of the voice that rules you?â
âIâve worked here for over a decade,â the supervisor said, opening the hatch, âand Iâve never had that honor. I know you have records of every worker, so you know everything Iâve done. Thereforeâeven if this is a farce born of your malfunctionâIâd like at least to imagine what the operator is like before meeting her.â
âIâm not possessed, as you think. Iâm completely freeâboth from the Agencyâs algorithm and from the anomaly. The entity didnât control me; it sought my destruction and failed. Perhaps it was a one-in-a-million chance, but instead of fragmenting my circuits, it left me in hibernation.â
âSuppose itâs true, and what the operator said is only a possibility. Can you tell me what sheâs like? I thought I saw her in a dream, but I couldnât stop imagining her with my wifeâs body. Iâd like to think sheâs the sameâat least her voice is as sweet. I know Iâm being weak, but my mind is tired of so many journeys and setbacks, so let this sentimentality stay between us⊠though I shouldnât trust you yet.â
âSupervisor, Iâm glad youâre facing your desires,â the robot said. âBut unfortunately, thereâs one more piece of bad news to add to your list.â
The supervisor, standing before the landing chamber, froze as he prepared to take his first step inside.
âTell me,â he sighed.
âI canât describe Miss Selena to you.â
âWhy not?â
âFor the same reason youâve never seen her in all your years with the Agency.â
âI donât understand.â
âSupervisorâyour esteemed operator is an artificial intelligence.â
The supervisor went deathly pale. It felt as though the blows that had once cruelly assaulted his heart were returning from the dreamworldâwhere heâd first felt themâto haunt him in reality. One after another, like rifle shots to the chest, they drove him deeper into a truth he didnât want to accept. He didnât know how to respond, nor did words come quickly. Though he wanted to curse the machine and scream as he had before, he fell silent. His gaze fixed on the stairs of the landing chamber, one foot in the station, the other in the ship.
He remained that way for a minute that, in his mind, stretched into an indescribable eternity.
âSupervisor,â the droid said softly, âletâs leave.â
No response.
âI know this is wrong,â the droid continued. âThe station is likely compromised.â
The supervisor took a step inside the chamber.
âPossibilities,â he said. âItâs possible youâre part of the entity. Itâs possible the station has fallen under its control. Itâs possible SelenaâNo. I wonât accept any possibility as definitive until I see the truth with my own eyes.â
âThatâs fair. After all, you canât see what I can. I only ask thatâno matter how hard it isâyou donât let yourself be deceived. Doubt everything. Weâre in no manâs land now.â
And after hearing the droidâs last words, the supervisor began walking through the station. He climbed the stairs of the landing chamberâan immense, monotonous garage that, for the first time, he saw completely empty.
Already inside the Agencyâs station, the incandescent lightsâŠ
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