I’m about to crash out. So i had a recruiter, call me on monday but since im still working at my job as a medical assistant it went to voice mail. During lunch I listen to voice mail but the recruiter was just blasting their phone number at break neck speed. I listened three others times but got half of them. Like a dumbass I fat fingered the delete button. I called the place they took my number to gave to the recruiter. I got an email today saying that went with a different person. This was the first call I got while applying to jobs for 6 MONTHS. I fucking hate my life.

I stuck in a job that I hate. My mom got terminated from her job after working 1 FUCKING WEEK. FUCKING PISSING ME OFF. I think I trapped in this job. I legitimately don’t see what other option there other than to kill my self. They only reason I don’t is because they only thing I got going for me is youtube but I don’t earn anything from there so quitting my current one would leave me with my measly savings. The real kicker is that has been pressuring me to buy a house. SO YEAH KEEP PILING SHIT ON ME WHEN IM THE ONE PAYING BILLS.

Im so fucking tired man