Ive been.looking for work for months after being sick with depression before, trying to explain the gaps in my resume away and appear like a good candidate…Now I finally got an offer for my deam job, good pay, good insurance, hours require a.bit of flexibility but I can accommodate that.

At the same time,.my dad is in the ICU in a medically induced coma since April 13th and we dont know if he’ll make it. And Im relived to have this job but cant feel happy or excited.

I just hope my mental health will stay stable enough to keep this job for once and… and that’s it, I guess. Thanks for reading, I dont know where Im going with this.