My husband of 16 years and I are in the middle of a divorce. I don’t have a job right now so I’m renting a room while he and our two boys got an apartment. He also has my cats. The 2 boy cats, Moose and Bug, were my emotional support kitties. I have a list of mental health, chronic pain and autoimmune disorders. Those cats helped me a lot. The woman I am renting from does not like cats, so I couldn’t bring any. My depression has been so very low and just feels like I’m getting deeper down in the hole. I’m even thinking about getting a cat plushie that feels like an actual cat with weight to it. I sometimes hear cats and will call out to them and even pat the mattress to say “come up here”. I’m going crazy!

What should I do???

I added a picture of my kitties. Tabby is Moose and Bug is the orange. Moose is absolutely nuts and I love it. That cat does flips in the air from a sitting position! He can run along the wall!! I miss his craziness.