I lost one of my 5 fur-babies on the 15th due to cancer… and amazingly this little orange girl had recently come into my life about a month and some change prior to that sad occurrence. I named her Cici and adopted her shortly after she appeared. She and another cat who is still skittish, and I cant catch who is still out doors showed up randomly at my home. I live on a dirt road out in the country in the middle of no where. I assume they were dropped off by some SOB who did not want to deal with them, and could not attempt to re home them or do anything else. I came to this conclusion since no one claimed them locally. When I first took her in and decided to adopt her she did not look pregnant at the time but as you can see by the picture I later learned other wise and …well surprise surprise …just look at the picture lol… Life and the cat distribution system is mentally amazing. Because here I am grieving the loss of a baby who I rescued and raised from a kitten for 5 years…turn around barely a week later to this. Life hands me these precious little ones to look after ,and love. I must say love is one of the greatest healing things for a grieving heart…and nothing will generate love like little ones… So to any one out there grieving a loss know my heart goes out to you… I understand and wish I could hug you and tell you it will be ok. Hold the memories of the one you lost in your heart and help your self heal by sending out love…even if you cant or are not ready to adopt another. Reach out and help a shelter , or visit a friend with a fur-baby or hold your other ones a little closer. Let your self heal and love again. Go for a walk sit in the sun… take a shower …clean up and know in this world with so much going on there is one person and a few little ones wishing you well and hoping you know love is always waiting for you. Peace to you all. May your journeys be filled with love and joy.