I lost Coffee (gray & white) in December 2025. Since this year, my cats no longer hang together.

When she was still here, they were always huddled up. Another cat is always cuddling up with her. She grooms them until they fall asleep. If I’m napping, she’ll sit between my legs.

Now, my cats just hang around their own spot and dont even like sharing a box. No cuddles and no grooming between the 3 of them.

I really feel like I lost the glue of my family - and grief is hitting me extra hard after all these months.