So it’s not the update i thought i would be giving especially not this soon it has been a beautiful eleven years with my boy and i can’t believe he is gone, cancer is so unfair.

Exactly month after his diagnosis this sunday he crossed over the rainbow bridge, I told my friend few days after his initial diagnosis that i believe he will never cross over the rainbow on his own cause he is too stubborn. And i was right he was suffering the tumor started to decay and even tho he could barely walk was struggling with everything he didn’t miss a bit to yell at us that he was unhappy about something to the last breath so we made the hardest decision of my life and took him to the vet, I took his favorite fluffy bed so he could have it with him when he passed. I’m so devastated but also numb nothing feels real i haven’t left the house since he passed outside of going his grave at the animal cemetery that we chose to let him rest at. I miss him so much he was here throughout everything i’m just starting my adult life and now he’s gone i feel so empty. The house is quieter and my other cat and dog are looking for him so much it breaks my heart. I hope he is finally happy and pain free across the rainbow.

Please hug your fur babies real tight from me today and i hope you can enjoy some of my favorite pictures of Stefan who was 14 (11 with me) and the most stubborn cat i ever knew with the biggest heart.

Also any ideas what i can bring to his grave to make it feel more like a memorial of his life?