Lost the count of how many jobs i applied to and how many times i cried.

Trying to land my 1st, entry lvl job for a year. Tried everything: jobboards, contacting people i know, freelance… Nothing

Best i get is a scam ai interview which i s actually some MLM bullshit.

The jobs i get interviews for suddenly decide they “the postion is closed” they just decide they dont want to hire ppl anymore. But god forbhd they even tell you this. No, I have to email THEM to find this information out.

Or just simply ghosting me after the interview, which js what happens a lot.

Not to mention the ghost job posts, how is this even okay?

AND THEN, there are niche job websites where you have TO PAY to even apply??? How is this even a thing???

I hate hate hate it so much. I truly hope all the companies doing this go bankrupt.

I want to rip out my eyes and throat and never have to look for a job again.