I’ve been unemployed for a year and a half now. I’m out of money. I just had a 3 hour interview that I nailed last week. Today, I was rejected. I guess someone with better experience got the role instead. This is the 5th time this has happened to me… month+ long interview process, goes really well, get my hopes up, then crushed. Each time feels worse than the last because I feel like I’m finally going to get out of this hell. But no, I just keep falling deeper and deeper into the depression that is joblessness. This one has broken me. I just cannot go on living anymore. I am a burden to those around me, they all have to waste their time trying to help me because I cannot find a job. I have ruined my life and the life of those around me. I just cannot do it anymore.