Mainly here, but now that i think about it IRL sucks too. Its far too fucking easy for me to get mad, especially if someone found a trauma trigger. Being a communist sucks as an autistic person in general, im doomed to be shit at it. Won’t stop me from trying, though.
I am both deathly afraid of confrontation and pathologically confrontational, especially online. I get angry and start shit, and then get hit by RSD when they clap back. Its awful.