AppetiteOfExcess [she/her]
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5·13 hours agoI’m scared of feeling good.
14·20 hours agocommunity-driven “big brother” dynamic
61·23 hours agoYes. Kinda preaching to the choir here tbh.
1·1 day agoI’ve heard that referred to as the Jewish torch many times in my life (thankfully none recently).
5·2 days agoI’m in hella pain due to a wart treatment I got. It’s really big and on the bottom of my big toe, so I have to limp around to walk. The only physical sensation I can feel is the burning blister. It feels like my toe will pop like a balloon. I’m lucky I’m not doing anything today.
Where can I find this someone
21·3 days agoLike the writing equivalent of kirkifying for anonymity.
11·3 days agoTankies love dick taters so much they’ll even upbear scrotum spuds.
2·3 days agoWhat about the jank as hell fishing from Of Ash and Steel?
Facts. The worst part about the internet is how those (the booj and their intelligence agencies) who control centralized platforms can use it for ideological manipulation. MK Ultra as a service.
Yet more evidence that Italians are the evil universe version of Mexicans.
It truly is fire. Especially a fig jam spread.
Shit, I haven’t even socially transitioned yet and nobody already takes me seriously.
Thank you. I had ordered not long before your comment, but I just double checked and accidentally selected total Estrogen instead of E2. Going through customer support now.
I’m in all of these and I don’t like it.
CW: trauma, reference to past SI
Add in some dynamics of being the golden child who was manipulated into verbally abusing her scapegoat mother by her psychotic (as in literally regularly falling into psychosis) stepdad. But still not really being treated badly directly and wondering why people don’t hate me like I hate myself.
Also, getting swept up in the “skeptic” to alt-right pipeline and adopting a gamergater 8chan chud mindset largely because I wanted other people to hate me as much as I hated myself so I could finally be totally cut off from everyone and not feel bad about killing myself (simultaneously Brace and Jax coded, somehow).
I’ve always felt like a perpetrator who needs to be executed for my misdeeds, not a victim.
I may look into a more local org then. There’s a base building org in the city near me. I’d have to commute to the city to do anything with them, and my labor aristocratic background might make it hard for me to fit in, but I’m already deep in autistic burnout and only just now dealing with my egg cracking. I fear the extra stress would break me before any the skills or connections have a chance to stick.
Are there any better orgs to join? I want to start organizing and, even with pervasive SA and issues with the NDC years after what Eugene did to Marissa, they still seem like the best option by a long shot for libs like me with virtually no organizing experience or connections.
I have awoken at a strange hour.