Disaster_of_Passion [kit/kit's, she/her]

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Cake day: February 19th, 2025

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  • depresso-posting

    I wish “getting better” didn’t have to hurt so much. I know rationally that having a decent amount of neutral days, and even very occasionally having a good day, is better than just feeling continuously like the lowest shit day after day after day after day. But at least when I’m constantly broken down I can get kind of numb to it, right now it’s like I feel good just enough to not get used to feeling bad, just enough to be constantly hit with this soulcrushing whiplash. Built up just enough that I can break again.

    I know it’s all part of the process, like building a muscle, it gets torn and heals back stronger bit by bit by bit over time. Just wish that that could get from the part of my brain that knows things to the part of my brain that feels things, just wish that in the meantime I wasn’t just some whiny little shit who feels bad about having good days, like what the fuck.