Sorry to say, i think those are fakes. Go ahead and you can send them to me, ill dispose of them properly for you

Real tho awesome haul!! Cant wait to experience this same feeling in a month or so ❤️

Oooo arent i a lucky girl 🥰

Hey congraties on making moves to move forward!

While it is awesome to have someone or someones to help you with this, a good size group of us navigated this completely alone. Because of having no support, being afraid, or whatever other reason. I figured all this out on my own, even though i have a cis female partner. Shes just half blind my poor girl.

So aint nothing to it but to do it. Youll find theres ALOT of trial and error. For example, im still trying to figure out concealer, i have like 6 different bottles of the stuff, and still cant get it where i want it.

Start small, maybe with nails. Or go perfume shopping. As for the clothes thing, thrift stores are incredible for this. Not only because cheap clothes, but also because if your not publicly girlmode yet then you dont get to try on before you buy. Going thrifting is making sure you can get some cute stuff, but also if it doesnt fit no worries you can just redonate it.

Some tips!

Less is more, with all of it. Makeup nails what have you. Multiple thin layers of polish will look better than 1 or 2 thick layers. Every brand of nail polish and makeup is different. Some eye shadow takes only a tiny bit to show up on your eye, other brands it feels like you need half the tray to make the color show.

The most important thing right now, when your dipping in, is to pay attention!! Find what works and what doesnt. See how your skin reacts to the makeup you just bought and put on. Take care of your skin and hair, find a routine that works for you (my skin routine is: Toner, Eye cream, vitamin c oil, thirst drops, and moisturizer. Hair is not washed everyday, conditioner, leave in OR heat trestment if im straightening. Plus hair masques and damage repair stuff when i dye it.)

Point is, its a lot. Your gonna get stuff that doesnt work for you (i have a whole tote full) dont stress about being perfect, none of us were. Just do little things thatll help you find yourself. Even just a skin routine can do wonders for how you feel.

Also also, it shouldnt really be girly to take care of your skin, but it is😂

And thats why men look like garbage when they get old lmao

Only love from me sweetheart! You ever need to talk im always here, and my inbox is always open ❤️❤️ I appreciate the thanks but really no need, im sorry to hear that you are going through so much and im glad i could help somehow, even just a little ❤️

Edit: come to Oregon next vacation 😂😂

Aww happy youre out right now! How could anyone hate such a pretty face!?

Honestly sucks to be your parents if they cant accept you cause then they dont get to see the pure joy their kid exudes now. Judging by you calling it a prison i imagine not so happy there. Im sorry girly i wish it was better for you.

I dont wanna get tooooo gushy but god damn girl youre absolutely killing it, id be too nervous to talk to you at the party lol ❤️

I heard my name…

Its all good to do it on your own time. I know its really hard when you dont even feel cute. I can say at least one of my pics i changed immediately because of not feeling myself. And 99% of the time that i post i have to put my phone down for a couple hours because anxiety PEAKS at that time.

In a perfect world we wouldnt have to be scared, but its not perfect unfortunately. The best thing we can do is make sure we’re a great place for our people to go to when they feel like you do or worse. And if someone gets a little inspired from a post then thats part of the magic!

Its a marathon, not a race. Youll make it on your own time, when you feel yourself, and when youre ready. And when you are ready, we’ll be waiting for you to help you cross that finish line, then we’ll get drinks after ❤️❤️

I gotta play celeste again now that ive accepted myself more. Its definitely gonna hit different

Oh. My. GOD. You are so so beautiful in this picture juuuuust 😍😍😍 Love the nails, love the look, love you in this picture ❤️❤️

Ohios not great from what i hear. Sorry that not everyone in power is on the same page and some of them would rather live with their heads firmly implanted in their ass

Yesterday was craaazyyyy, i honestly felt fucking high.

She asked me my pronouns?! Ive never been directly asked that before it was a weird warm feeling lol

She asked me about changing gender and name like wtf my anxiety said youd be a monster about this why you be so cool??

The thing that is REALLY sticking with me is her saying alot of my stuff makes more sense now. Like she might as well have said" yeah i figured" not that its a bad thing! But like i was faking being a boy you were supposed to believe it and tell me im good at acting not tell me about the hunch you had the whole time lmao. At least shes been listening 🥰

But yeah, its day fucking 1 girls lets

Day 1 of my new life

Day 1 of not lying to myself and everyone else

Day 1 of getting to finally love myself, which i thought was fucking impossible

I dont see a world where i go back❤️

Im happy my partner is more aggressive, i get to be like “sic em babe” and off she goes to tear some chud a new asshole 😂😂

I love that you havent lived any violence! Lets keep it that way ❤️

For real though im shit scared of anti trans violence, one of my biggest concerns. I always think about Brianna Ghey and others like her (RIP 💔😭)

But like, bottom line, if something ever becomes a terrible situation, i generally have something to take care of that

If it helps someone even a tiny bit its worth it ❤️❤️

If you dont mind me asking what state are you in?

I know it sucks sometimes but remember its a marathon not a race, things will happen when theyre meant to (not in a religious way 🤮). I feel like thats what doctors should be doing, idk where you are but here most of the time theyll take what i say at face and either come up with something or at least have an idea of which diagnostic route to take. Atleast in my experience so fsr. But i am going to start hrt soon soooooo yknow. Disregarding medical transphobia, women receive lesser care in general compared to men. We’ll see what happens i suppose.

It was scary today but im ready for it. Youll get there too! Or figure yourself out in a different way than me or whatever happens! It’ll be wonderful, and im rooting for you!

I have felt high basically ever since therapy lol

Aww thanks! I agree, that also what i told the 99 before it 😂

It can only be up from here right? ❤️

Exciting times! ❤️

Oh i was anxious all the way to telling her, and even after. I dont think the fear and anxiety ever stops honestly at this point. Its all about taming that fear and anxiety, and sending that shit regardless.

Im so happy i just have to walk in, tell them “hrt need, give now” and thats it ill have it. Being in oregon and an adult ig has its perks lol

I think her saying stuff makes more sense now relieves me in a way? Like, if SHE sees it too then im not faking it right??

Aww thanks you! Its hard to smile naturally, im working on it ❤️

Cutie! Happy bonus lesbian! ❤️❤️

Gotta postpone the bank robberies for a bit, until your invisible again 😂

Everyone should visit oregon at least once! Its the only place in the USA id be caught dead in lol