This isn’t about self worth, I don’t have low self worth, I’m fucking bored and frustrated from my life going nowhere in years. This isn’t a mental issue, but to do with life circumstances which can’t be overcome.

So just give up? Just accept? I’ve been accepting shit my whole life, and I’m done with that. Would rather go postal or start a violent revolution and end up in prison I think at this point than just accept shit. I’m not changing my attitude or expectations, they are what they are. I have no interest in gaslighting myself.

Thanks for that, the link look interesting.

Ok Lamborghini gallardo then 😂. Just nice to have. I feel you I’m regards to wage slavery, hence I endeavoured into failed business ventures. Correct, self driven and self sufficient. Import/export brokering deals, but my partners and I quit after several years of getting close to closing some deals as we got tired of all the bullshit, and saw no way to succeed as long as we were stuck in Australia with a lack of funds to move overseas. Yes exactly, I don’t believe effort gets you results anymore. From my observations business success only comes to those whose parents were already well connected and financially well off. If your have neither like me, then your fucked. I’d like to be in the history books having done something, if not at least my friends, family and business associates. I haven’t thought about unique skills, just been trying different business ventures until one sticks. I’ve got a lot of talents, Ive got a good singing voice, but I don’t want to be a performer, can play other instruments, can compose music, can paint, draw etc. Have a talent for saving money, have a good memory, good at analysis. I’ve been poor and am to a degree, I’ll take money any day. The whole money doesn’t make you happy argument is mute. I’d rather cry in a Bugatti than in a ford focus. Yeah, but I’d rather not be those famous poor people. I’d rather not be Mozart or Tesla, not interested in dying poor. I want wealthy connections so I can advance in life, just like what other people have, no reason I should be exempt from that advantage. Poor interesting people get boring very quickly in my experience and have lives that go nowhere. I’m looking at eastern Europe were it’s cheap to live and there’s very little gov regulations and low taxes like Hungary, Czech republic, Slovakia, Poland etc. There’s nothing I can do to make the situation better, Ive accepted that now. Kids 😂, that will never happen I can’t even find any single women, nor can I see that I will. So I’ve accepted that too. All I have to look forward to is maybe an early retirement and banging the occasion hooker till I die.

My definition, not being a corporate wage slave drone for the rest of my life, retire and then die. Not have my youth wasted socially and economically. Work for myself building my own businesses in things that interest me. Be remembered for doing great things, have some kids I can pass a legacy onto. Make as much money as possible, get a Bugatti, live in Europe have a small mansion and land. Be well connected and around interesting people. That in a nutshell.

I’m very close to engaging in criminal behaviour, no joke.

I can accept that, just tell me how to cope with it. How do you cope with it?

Lol, I used to compose music, but I have no desire to do it anymore since I know it won’t go anywhere.

Agree, fuck life, take your lemons back.

Honestly I’m pretty much at the point where I don’t see any other option other than criminal activity or starting a violent revolution, but I’m in the wrong country for that.

I’ve had hobbies, bored of them now. Fall in love? That’s antiquated, no one marries for love, only convenience and finding someone is impossible if your not socially well connected or rich. A safe and stable job gets boring very quickly.

Lol, this is exactly what I’ve been thinking of doing.

Glad you achieved that, but living the same life everyday without any power to change things isn’t my idea of happiness.

Good suggestion, figure I’ll find a group of encompassing video games to check out of reality with.