Indoor gym vibes are mostly septic unless you can afford a nicer one, never understood why they blast music if everyone is using headphones anyways?

Since i started exercising at the park i don’t feel the need to listen to music while exercising anymore

This is why i cringe when people say “just go outside” “just touch grass” brother the outside is more horrific than inside and i would be touching dead grass and concrete

Sigh a different sigh

Relate so very much, I WANT to like people but I just find myself disappointed constantly and fighting off misanthropic feelings. like after the constant beratement and neglect i still somehow muster up the energy to think “nah i’m sure i’ll feel better if i just go outside/talk to someone/reach out/be vulnerable/be the bigger person and its like a stronger slap in the face each time from the intense whiplash lol. Everyone seems so preoccupied with chasing after things and perpetuating harmful cycles (even against themselves) that it seems like you almost repel people when you’re someone who sees things for what they are and simply want someone to reciprocate the feeling of wanting to build something better and be better and let go of the stories we keep telling ourselves about ourselves that are not true

I also feel like maybe my only solution is retreat into the woods… i basically don’t talk to anyone already anymore might as well get away from the cacophany of noise stress and pollution as long as i can

Their boyfriend about to make an AITA post

I am also too stinky and recognizable

For some people this is their worst nightmare, for others it’s just the natural culmination of all the pain and violence weve been dealing with forever

Me but with my dry herb vape

Jelqing

Return to backgammon and mahjong

Don’t forget using borderline hentai models

personally i’m just playing the long game, prepping myself for death, clinging less, eventually everything we know will perish regardless, it helps that i got out 95% of the things i wanted to do with my life out of the way and have some spiritual beliefs about this life vs the next/the last. it’s a sad ending but i feel fairly proud and content about what i got done with the seed i spawned in

But at what cost?

God this trash can smells awful

Maybe yall but not me

They probably are when it’s just them around

I dream of the camps… one day…

The d*tch need to burn alive

it’s crazy to me people are just like “oh man gestapo going around knabbing people. anyways i gotta get back to work”

Communal living sounds idyllic on paper but in my experience it’s been nothing but dealing with peoples selfishness and complete lack of willingness to communicate… life feels like a game of waiting for everyone around me to mature (and that probably won’t ever come at this point)