I honestly hate myself for still feeling this way at 23. Whenever I’m out, I always feel like the ugliest girl in the room, and it literally makes me feel completely worthless. It sucks watching how nicely everyone treats beautiful women. Nobody ever says anything mean to them. Guys are always looking out for them, and other girls always have their back. They get this pass in life that I’ve never had. No one has ever helped or protected me except my parents.I’ve learned to just rely on myself, because my parents won’t be around forever and nobody else gives a damn about me. Maybe this is how it should be.
Conventionally attractive person here. You’re not wrong. I know I suck and bring little to any situation. I really don’t have that umph I see a lot of people with, just a black hole of anti charisma.
For some reason the things I say come across as me being mean, but I’m not trying to be mean or rude. I just suck and get really anxious and the things I say come out wrong, and then as a nearly 6 ft tall good looking lady it seems like I’m a snob, but I’m not.