First things first, I wanted to explain to the two people who sent me cash for a tent, a tarp, and two sleeping bags a few days ago that my partner and myself are so unbelievably filled to the brim with the upmost gratitude. It means the world to us when the universe shows us that there are in fact still people in this world who truly do care about the general well being of other people. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. .I wish that the rest of the world was full of sweet, generous, kind hearted individuals such as yourselves. I am so completely beyond proud to be a part of a community that has so many REAL people. I can always count on hexbear to uplift my sprit and fill the air with such positive vibes.I hope and pray that each and every person who is part of hexbear is as proud to be a part of it as I am. I can’t even begin to express just how many times that I have been crying my eyes out, ready to completely give up on the world and myself because nobody was there for my partner and I and everybody thatvwalked past us was either rude or ignored our mere existence. We try so very hard, giving it our all, to be as polite and nice as we can to people no matter what. I simply cannot wrap my head around the fact that no matter how many people I ask to simply help us out with a bite to eat while in front of Safeway, asking for food, not cash, as nicely as humanly possible, that not one person will buy us food. We sometimes sit in front of Safeway for 8 or ten hours straight. At least half of the people I ask either act like I don’t exist or will look at me with discgust in their eyes like I am scum of the earth. At least half of the people who do acknowledge me quite literally cut me off and say no two or three words into my sentence. The remainder of folks respond by saying “sorry, I don’t carry cash” which is ridiculous because I am literally asking for food, not cash. Even when I explain that I have hypoglycemia, which is no joke a very serious condition, people act like the don’t care at all, even if I start having a hypoglycemic seizure on the sidewalk… I really do appreciate it when people lend a hand. If people took the time to get to know me, instead of judge me because I’m homeless, then they would see that both my partner and I are such nice people. We try to mostly keep to ourselves. People would see that my partner and I are not all strung our on drugs and avoid people who do drugs. All we do is smoke weed. These reasons are why I am so grateful for hexbear. I have finally found and become part of a community that doesn’t judge me for being homeless. I absolutely did not choose to be homeless and my goal is to get back on my feet by starting my own art and apothecary business as soon as i can. Its my dream. Both my partner and i are amazing artists. I think that everyone who is a part of Hexbear is so positively righteous and awesome. Thank you for really, truthfully caring about people who when they are asking for help that they really need it. If it weren’t for you hexbear I would give up on humanity. I finally feel cared about by others. You all seem to understand that I most likely don’t like having to ask for help and would provide for myself if I had the capability to. Thank you for being there for us. Every bit of help is appreciated to the fullest possible extent.

As my post title states I really really, unfortunately am in kinda a tight spot financially as we speak. Both my partner and myself have no way to feed ourselves and we have not eaten hardly anything the past couple of days, honestly.We are beyond starving. I am starting to get very dizzy and am starting to shake due to the unfortunate fact that I have hypoglycemia. See, its important for me to make sure that I maintain high glucose levels in my blood, I.e. blood sugar levels. Otherwise I have one hypoglycemic attack after another, which is a type of serious seizure. If there just so happens to be somebody who is capable of sending a little money for food and some orange juice so that we are no longer hungry and so that I don’t have a seizure, I would greatly appreciate it immensely. Please understand that I really do mean it when I say that we need help. I wish that it were possible to send literal food through the phone. Please consider the possibility that we are kínd, honest people who really do need se help. I really don’t want a seizure. Even a couple of dollars would be so extremely awesome. I promise to pay it forward and that the universe pays good karma to those who go out of their way to show empathy to people who are struggling. If you have a little extra that you can spare then please send it to either my cash app cashtag, which is $BaileyteaDee, or my Paypal account, which is @KeralaDee95. Thank you kindly for reading this post. I realize that its probably longer than most people are use to seeing. In my opinion there are not enough postings that show and express enough honest, from the heart emotion. I think its crucial to go the extra mile and express in the fullest way possible just how important it is for people who read my post to feel like they are helping somebody who actually does appreciate the help. I want people who read this to know that I don’t take help for granted. I think you all are so amazing. If anyone is at all able to send even just a couple of dollars literally any little bit of cash would be helpful. I am seriously freaking out right now because I really am about to have a hypoglycemic seizure and that is not at all to be taken lightly. When they happen it is so extremely scary. I fall on the ground and start shaking uncontrollably for about a minute or two and then if I don’t immediately get glucose in my body within five or ten minutes then I experience another one and another one etc. Please help me somebody. I am literally desperate.