I am just suffering all day every day. People say heartbreak gets better but I’m approaching half a year of my partner having a mental breakdown and ditching me and I feel worse the longer it goes. I’m just sick of suffering. That’s all.

Talked with someone on a dating app but wouldn’t you know it, another white liberal who thinks they’re leftist ------> instant loss of interest on my part. But maybe it’s for the best because I’m not really interested. Idk why I bother.