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2 days agodysphoria/suicide
Not everyone considers it something special. I fucking hate being trans, I just see it as a terrible curse and a burden I’ll have to bear for the rest of my life. I’ll never be able to have kids, I’ll likely never find a boyfriend, much less get married. Having to waste so much time and money on transitioning. There is no joy, only terrible dysphoria for me, and the thought of having to be trans for the rest of my life makes me sick to my stomach. I’ve already decided that if I’m not 100% stealth by the age of 25 then I’ll off myself.
I hate the healthcare system in my country so much. I had to suddenly cancel a follow-up appointment after my VFS due to some personal circumstances and apparently there was no room at all in the schedule to give me a new date, so now I’ll have my first follow-up after surgery a whole 2,5 months after the surgery🙃🙃🙃 I just love gambling with my voice, not like I need it at all🙃🙃🙃