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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 30
1·6 hours agoNow that I learned to mark spoilers properly, the text is hidden properly.
Sorry to Eternity users, post is still ready to cause psychic damage to you without your consent.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 30
6·6 hours agoCW: mention of death, suicide, drug use, etc.
awful stuff
Is it unrealisic to want someone who doesn’t drink, smoke, or do anything else as a potential partner? Living in a country where those things are the norm, and you are seen as weak for not doing them makes it extremely difficult to find anyone at all. At times I feel like he only person in all of the balkans who doesn’t drink. I’d rather die of natural causes than smoke, and would rather kill myself than vape. Not that I want to die in the slightest, but I find death preferable to drug use. I wish I could say that “I let people enjoy things”, but I’m a serial hater, whether it be gatekeeping bands, or hating the bourgeoisie. I think I only brcame straight edge due to being traumatized by other peoples drug use (something that I’m not gonna get into now). To me it like a very individualist “solution” to drug use. I can’t help but put people down for whatever they do (finding out someone smokes instantly makes me think less of them), and that is a personal failing that is going to take some time to rectify. Seeing someone you love resorting to self medication instead of pursuing help is a horrible thing to see. There are definetly easier ways to learn not to hang out with the bourgeoisie than traumatising yourself. But this is definetly getting in the territory of self-pity, so it’s best to leave this rant here.
Is it an autism thing or a writing essay thing to seperate rants into paragraphs?
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Ask Lemmygrad@lemmygrad.ml•which emotional milestones are considered imperative under capitalism/liberalism when really theyre not?
12·1 day agoI think “maturity” is just becoming THE liberal, the complete opposite of class consciousness. Accepting that this is life, there is nothing you can do, so suck up to your bosses and feed the system like the good worker ant you are.
Looks like, and probably tastes like nescafe too, speaking from experience. There is definetly a hierarchy to shitty instant coffee, and nestle’s is at the bottom.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 30
7·2 days agoactually thet gave us vsauce vinny too so it’s better than china in every way /s
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
5·3 days agoBut before any rants, lightherted question for everyone, as I’m not in one of my hating moods to rant right now. Favorite flavor of chewing gum?
I am entirely uneducated on this topic being from one of the countries that didn’t actively participate in the wars of the 90s, but all I will say is that it is a real clusterfuck of horrific proportions.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
4·4 days agoMany a rant to be made here, but only when I get the energy to do so.
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Memes@lemmygrad.ml•when u scroll on instagram for 4 hours straight but see a reel thats so memetic warfare you get dragged back into sentience
13·4 days agoI straight up cannot comprehend instagram. Friends show me reels they found, watching that shit feels like it is literally melting my brain in real time (I seriously feel very slightly ill while watching). Yet another reason to not use instagram on top of the 500 I already have.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
2·5 days agoNope, I’ve used glide typing but I never really liked the way it felt, could never get the right words.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
3·6 hours agoHave peoplr noticed the spelling mistakes I make while typing? I have typed out all but of my posts on my phone, and I find typing on phone to be quite difficult, and typing quickly doesn’t make it any easier.
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Yes it was intentional now if you’re asking.
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Ask Lemmygrad@lemmygrad.ml•Should all human languages merge together into a huge composite?
4·5 days agoI think Yugoslavia could be studied here. Serbo-croation as a sort of official language along with the languages of all nationalities in the federation is a probably a good basis for a form of international language. Perhaps something more along the lines of conglomerates of a language group used between speakers of languages in the same group, with a certain international language taught to everyone. However I do think the third language is a bit of a reach, (being trilingual-ish), but two languages could be managable for most people.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
2·6 days agoPays to be unbaptized, I can tell you that.
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Comradeship // Freechat@lemmygrad.ml•stop telling these damn kids that they will have freedom after being adults that’s not true in any sense at all
15·6 days agoI feel american hyperindividualism creates a picture for people that by 18 they will be their own person, on their own, totally free to do as they please. And that they won’t be shackled to their parents or anyone else. Here in the balkans people in their 40s live with their parents, but that is likely more an economic issue along with different family dynamics. Financial freedom (and moreover freedom to live as one wishes) is incredibly difficult to obtain by design, and is usually only achievable for the bourgeois or petty bourgeois. If the workers have freedom to live as they please, then the bourgeosie cannot exploit the workers for their value, and thus the system starts collapsing (really bulshitting my way through this if you can’t tell, point is that financial freedom is contradictory to exploitation). Time (tends to) heal all wounds. For now I think it’s best to plan ahead as to getting to a point where you can be financially comfortable, enough to be able to live on your own, college or not.
(Oh okay, I guess I have to do this now, one more inconvenience is fine, I already have no time or place to do things how I like, so this won’t be a problem to me) is what I think to myself when I hear this kind of thing.
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
3·7 days agoNevermind, looks like nearly the same situation. Digital hugs sent back as symbol of solidarity comrade o7
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GenZedong@lemmygrad.ml•General Discussion Thread - Juche 115, Week 29
5·7 days agoSort of had a similar experience this april. First time I was into someone in a good 3 years. I delayed my rejection by a month and a half due to being too afraid to talk to her again (rejection is a very strong word, she just wasn’t interested, and she was almost too kind with how she said it). I really want to be over it, but I have way too hard of a time letting go of things (in general) and now I just feel like complete shit. Just needed a place to say all this, I’ve got no real friends left and no idea how to make more. The more time goes on the harder it is to interact in general, talking to someone I was crushing on took what felt like a herculean amount of bravery and the literal perfect coditions to happen. This is the only place where I feel like I can speak to people without being terrifed (due to feelings, growing introversion or general anxiety, and the fact that I am likely autistic and am completely unable to guess what people are going to think and say). Doubting my own asexuality is just another thing I do not want right now. For now I think a way to get back on track with everything is to start reading theory again, and maybe doing something else fulfilling. Sorry for the overly long infodump, I just need anyone to see this, I have learned that in abscence of help simply being heard helps me deal with everything. One thing for certain is that lemmygrad gives me a little hope. The same kind of hope I felt when I first became a marxist not too long ago.
I’m not going anywhere comrades, and as for relationships, don’t lose hope comrade, you’ll find someone sooner or later. o7


Exactly, the liberal idea, I didn’t word it correctly.