Sidal Solgun ♀️
John 8:32
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Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
1·5 hours agoPlease check my other comment under this post.
I really think that BPD was a misdiagnosis for me.
I was ignorant about HRT too, and wrong regimen makes you crazy/angry etc.
IDK, I will focus on my post-transition times instead of pre-surgery. I’m feeling very stable now, and I don’t really relate BPD anymore?
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
1·5 hours agoThey diagnosed me with “BPD” when I was on a shitty horrible HRT regimen too so I think I should just give myself time.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
1·5 hours agoOther thing is, I was using anti-androgen until getting orchiectomy 3 months ago.
After getting orchiectomy and stopping taking them, I’m feeling very stable.
Mood swings didn’t happen. I’m very stable for now.
I forgot to mention it because I’m on anti androgens since December 2022.
Mmmmm, maybe after fixing my life I should try socialising because I’m really doing well actually? I didn’t realise this detail.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.cato
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•How do you deal with feelings of hopelessness? (CW: suicidal ideation)English
3·5 hours agoAlmost everyone is lonely, we have to get used to it I guess.
Just find a job, work like a slave, daily routines, and repeat them all until you’re dead.
This is called “life”. Enjoy it.
Why do you think people stopped having kids? Life is shit for everyone, there is no meaning. Boring boring boring.
“Have kids, be happy!” was a CIA/Mossad propaganda, after people saw the big picture people stopped having kids.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.cato
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•How do you deal with feelings of hopelessness? (CW: suicidal ideation)English
7·6 hours agoLife is already horrible and having issues like that make it even harder.
IDK what to say, I’m also the same. In Canada, they don’t cover anything for gender affirming stuff, they want us dead. All I can do is making others insecure proudly, because this is what they voted for (conservatives including “liberals”).
Just survive, do whatever it takes girl, just survive.
We care about you. <3
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
1·7 hours agoI need therapy, I am still waiting for next doctor appointment. Talking to them only 30 mins is not enough sadly…
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
1·7 hours agoNo, I didn’t. I sometimes think BPD is a misdiagnosis of C-PTSD, and I think my trauma is getting triggered before I go full Karen.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•For how long it is safe to use an EEn vial?English
2·7 hours agoTLDR: Use it until there is no red flags, and use 30G syringes.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•For how long it is safe to use an EEn vial?English
2·7 hours agoYeah, it does:
“Inactive ingredients are benzyl alcohol (2% w/w) as a preservative”
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•For how long it is safe to use an EEn vial?English
1·7 hours agoDoes Symphony have it?
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•For how long it is safe to use an EEn vial?English
1·7 hours agoHere says minimum 1 year:
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
11·8 hours agoThe word “schizoid” also fits me very well.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
BPD@sh.itjust.works•How do you cope with being lonely forever?English
21·8 hours agoMaterialism and having a pet are the only ways to go I guess lol.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•We should take over this worldEnglish
1·8 hours agoTrvke, and DIY orchi is dangerous anyways.
Even 4tranners advised against it.
It happened in Russia AFAIK. She had to get surgeries to fix the damage.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.cato
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Why do i have to trash this??English
2·8 hours agoI mean if there is no red flags, then why not keep using it?
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.cato
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Why do i have to trash this??English
2·9 hours agoEEn vial lasts 2 years if u use 30G insulin syringes AFAIK.
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.cato
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Why do i have to trash this??English
2·11 hours agoI can’t believe that I trusted them anyways.
My doctor referred me to a nurse practitioner to teach me how to inject, and biggest mistake of my life.
HUGE needles, painful asf, complicated unnecessary processes, same thing like “it’s garbage after 28 days”
Like fuck them all bastards. I tried once already, and it was expensive so I stopped. (I’m proud of myself LMFAO)
Now I will start soon maybe 2 weeks later or more once EEn arrives.
DIY or DIE for everything but everything in this life!
Sidal Solgun ♀️@lemmy.caOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Coping with toxic familyEnglish
1·12 hours agoI mean u just have to ignore it until u’re passing, what else to say?
I was even in worse condition than her like pre-HRT.
Oh waow thank you!
Keep voting the libs and cons.





Just kidding but imagine having it…
Millions would get FFS!