• thezeesystem@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    2 days ago

    The thought that I will be able to actually have things I need in life. Actually able the live without fear.

    Was a weird hallucination. But still it happened once.

  • Eiri@lemmy.ca
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    6 days ago

    Losing consciousness. I went to get by blood drawn for the doctor and for some reason I got nervous or something, and I lost consciousness for just a minute or two.

    I woke up as if I had just slept for 30 hours, more rested than I’ve ever been, no matter how long I sleep.

  • grasshopper_mouse@lemmy.world
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    6 days ago

    There’s a camaraderie with the other soldiers on your platoon that happens when you’re in the military that I’ve never been able to feel with any other group of people since I got out. I would really like to be able to experience that again, but minus the war part.

    • corsicanguppy@lemmy.ca
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      6 days ago

      Blood of the covenant. I hear ya. Even that one guy or two who was an absolute dick, it’s kinda all okay now.

  • Archmage Azor@lemmy.world
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    6 days ago

    I wanna smoke weed again. I did it one time in school when I got hold of a dealer. Didn’t do it again, dunno why. Now I don’t know any dealers.

  • nikki@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    7 days ago

    playing portal 1/2 and celeste for the first time were amazing, obviously still great games but nothing beats your first playthrough

    • wheeldawg@sh.itjust.works
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      6 days ago

      The portals are still the only games I best on release day. I had a feeling of spoilers the first time, and I was so right I avoided everything about portal 2 until I got my hands on it.

      The end credits song of the first and the moon shot in 2 memories are crystal clear in my head.

      So much triumph was experienced. So much spaaaaaaace to experience it in.

  • Lemminary@lemmy.world
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    6 days ago

    I know it’s silly, but a bj from one of my exes. It was so good and I’ve been a bit touch deprived lately.

  • whoisearth@lemmy.ca
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    6 days ago

    True love. I was with my soulmate and she left me. My heart never healed and it’s been over 4 years.

    • MrsDoyle@sh.itjust.works
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      6 days ago

      Everyone has sleep paralysis every time they dream. It’s a mechanism that stops you acting out your dreams. What happens occasionally is that you come out of the dream state enough to become aware of being paralysed. You’re not awake, so your unconscious mind is grappling with the horror of paralysis.

      My own experiences were nightmares where I was being threatened by an unseen figure, but couldn’t move to escape. I had a lot of them, some really horrible. Then I read an article with the above explanation, and I haven’t had one since. It was like once my unconscious knew what was going on, it stopped freaking out.

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      Jeebus Christ no. As someone who has had occasional sleep paralysis since college… Just no. Even though I finally fully understand it and what triggers it, it sucks every time.

    • Lag@lemmy.world
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      It’s also a good gateway to lucid dreaming. I was into it for a while and using sleep paralysis is one of the techniques where you rest your body but try to keep your mind awake.

    • win95@lemmy.zip
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      6 days ago

      Can you explain how it was a positive experience? Ive never heard that and I personally HATE it

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        It felt like an intriguing mixture of something a bit terrifying, but also me wanting to enjoy the moment.

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      7 days ago

      I also experienced it once but never again please I’ve never had that kind of fear before or since

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        Yeap. It felt like an intriguing mixture of something a bit terrifying, but also me wanting to enjoy the moment.

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    To be content. At least i got to experience it once.

    content adjective in a state of peaceful happiness.