I’m doing 5g of mushrooms tomorrow in silent darkness for the first time. I have no idea what to expect as I’ve never done it this way, my last dose was 4.5g and I handled it really well and had a beautiful experience out in nature. Also, planning on vaping some DMT powder in the coming weeks and going on my first major trip for the first time.
not from a drug, but from a fever gave me some mild auditory hallucinations.
Always taken by the wanderlust.
As a pack we’d walk miles, all night, usually guided towards bodies of water.
The kid in the 24 hour garage would nod as we strolled past, along the large brick wall that felt like the scales of a giant lizard.
I dunno about profound, but it was pretty chill. I took a handful of fresh Uncle Ben’s fruits and made ramen with it. Nothing crazy, but I did put on some chill tranceish type long jam tracks, got under the sheets and chilled. Within about twenty minutes I remember one closed eye visual very clearly. I was floating down the n64 Mario kart rainbow road, and the cosmic owl from adventure time was off to the side jamming with some of those double sided maracas.
I like doing tea usually, but didn’t want to go through the drying out. And I’m very small but not quite micro doses. I like to feel it a little. And that was one of my favorites.
Ok, so i was treated really bad in school. I know what the other kids did to me was fucked up but years of mistreatment alters your self-perception. I had never managed to shake the idea that i deserved what i got.
One time i did so many mushrooms that i just lay gibbering on the couch, staring at the ceiling. Wave after wave of dancing mandalas erupted from the bare drywall. This gave way to a million images that flashed one after another and seemed to change faster than the eye can possibly perceive; of course, i was not seeing with my eyes. It was such an incredible experience i later searched the Internet for a word to describe it (that word is phantasmagoria).
Among the images were recognizable glimpses of places i had been, toys that i had forgotten i had ever owned, scenes i had only witnessed in dreams…
The visions were composed in the way abstract paintings might be: occasionally symmetrical, always balanced, and delightful to behold. i am not embarrassed to admit that i cried, it was so beautiful. Like, i am choking up right now just remembering.
Here is my big realization: the visions did not come from the mushrooms! The mushrooms were just the key. The visions were me - my brain, displayed in gorgeous tableaux for my viewing pleasure.
I saw myself, and it was fucking beautiful.
LSD is the only drug I would do again, if I could. Would love to try micro dosing too.
But my trippiest experience was in a dream, not with psychedelics.
I had a dream that I turned inside out, not in a gross way, but everything that had previously been outside of me WAS me, and only what I had been before was outside of “me”. It was so transcendent.
Laying in bed, shifted dimensions, everything is red and black tessellations. 3 women stand around me looking down at me as I sit up from my bed (in my mind) and a person comes over and tells me to go back and I lay back down but I access this dimension again and sit back up, the women are now very amused by me doing this and the person runs over again to me and shines a bright light in my eyes and it’s very painful and breaks my experience like a dream ending.
I also had a NDE and met what I call the all thing and I was on ketamine and a bunch of other stuff (I was in the ICU) at the time so that probably also qualifies.
Took 5. Mixed with lemon juice (it hits you faster and harder, not recommended for larger doses like 3 and above) realized that everything and everyone is merely constructed by the brain in an elaborate hallucination that I have no way of knowing if anything is truly real or merely conjured by my consciousness. I havent gone back to mushrooms since as the feeling of being utterly alone is too much to bear.
Oh god, the loneliness…
I did 5 as a first time (I was told that was an okay dose), nothing happened in 3 hours so we were like fuck it, let’s smoke some weed and go to sleep.
I took one puff from a blunt and my head went full “oh oh…” and the following 5 hours were pure insanity with loneliness. I hated it so badly that I didn’t try again for years now
What made you feel utterly alone? You’re constructed by everyone else’s brain too, ya know.
Look up boltzmann brain
I thought it was profound at the time, but no, it wasn’t at all.
This was a meme I posted a while back and based on a true story:
Basically I thought that plants were the manifestation of God himself. All around us, providing us with live-sustaining oxygen and food.
isnt it, they represent all forms reproduction, most are very long lived or immortal (if they vegatively clone themselves indefinitely) have enormous genomes and powerful defenses(chemical, or otherwise). weedy ones are almost impossible kill.
Isn’t that what believers believe in?
Well yeah, the plants worship the Sun.
And fungi digest us all.
Darkness made my trip much more powerful.
In the darkness, i saw sowe worms. At first i was afraid of them, but i immediately realized i could erase them if i wanted, and became unafraid. I watched them grow into an entire universe and became a small part of an enormous alien life form. I felt energy flowing in and out of me until it shifted toward out. Eventually, life moved on from me. I died and became buried under a meadow of grass, yellow flowers and small trees. I realized i was in heaven and could have whatever full experience i desired. My reward was to resume the life i am living now.
I found this really beautiful. Thanks for sharing.
Ate a bunch of shrooms, so did everyone else in the van, but george also sucked down and 12 beers. By the time we got to the cabin, George ceased to exist and what replaced him was a whole other being. We tried for about four hours to contain that creature so he would not disappear in the woods. Eventually we gave up and called an ambulance.
Fucking George
Did a bunch of acid for a while, and that had a pretty profound effect on how I perceived the world.
But the most profound was a DMT trip that made me stop being an atheist.
The best analogy I’ve seen is that shrooms is like a road trip. You’re gonna be on it for a while, but you can stop and take breaks to enjoy the scenery while you travel.
Acid is like taking a flight. You’ll get there, but you basically just buckle up and wait for the ride to be over. You can wander around the cabin a little, but you’re basically just along for the ride.
…DMT is like being ratchet-strapped to the nose cone of a rocket with a loose tail fin. You’re going somewhere fast, but your destination is at the mercy of the gods.
I like this analogy, because also with DMT if you aim slightly higher with the rocket you end up billions of miles further than you expected
and they say alcohol is like a gnome clinging to your feet
C’mon ol’ boy, just 3 more beers and well have a grand ol’ time, we will!
Shrooms never worked for me, but that tracks for the other two. I got a bit better over time of finding new fun things in the cabin, but I generally stayed indoors and did a lot of environment prep.
My first time on shrooms. Two friends and I took 4.5g (I think) each. Three other friends who did not know about the shrooms joined us shortly after and we went walking into the woods. The whole experience was surreal, at one point I had someone else’s hands, and later on I bounced an old tire off my friend’s head. He knows he deserved it for trying to fuck my sky.
I’ve done much smaller happy time does since then, but would love to trip in nature again!
How reliable is the grams to active ingredient connection? I imagine there can be a lot of variability. Tripping is on the list for this year.
Depends where you are and where your source is coming from I assume, but in general I think it’s a fair assumption that they’ve gotten a lot stronger. There also are lots of different strains with different strengths and characteristics. In some places in Canada there are online or physical dispensaries that carry really high quality products that are way stronger than what used to be available on the black market.
Come to think of it, I think my slightly younger and smaller friend got 4.5, and the rest of us decided we needed a bit larger dose. It was back in the 1900s, so who knows for sure?
It wasn’t so much that it was profound, but that something incredibly odd happened to me.
I had taken lsd but not enough to go full spaceman or anything so I was definitely still sharing the same experience as everyone around me lol I was in a house with 4 other people who were inviting friends of theirs over for a party so this one girl walks in and looked fine, like generic whatever nothing standing out, but something inside me was practically screaming “I fucking hate this person” and sure as shit 20 minutes later she’s walking around the house criticizing everything and making fun of my roommates.
I never lash out at anyone, but this girl pissed me off so much the way she treated everyone that I lost it. Just said basically you’re a fucking guest, just some girl our friend brought over, you don’t like it here get the fuck out! How dare you come in here and treat everyone like this!
It was so wild to just have such an intense feeling about someone before knowing anything at all about them and it being 100% correct.
I do wonder what thats like! But ive never had a job that allows any of that. Never done a drug. Random testings too scary.
