now draw her cuddling my cat

we predate human civilization. we’ve always been here, and we always will be, as long as there are humans.

thats my kinda neighborhood

where is she? i need my evil gay behind me 🥺

🥺

my favorite lately has been “good girl”. i say it to myself in my head when i do something hard, or well, or especially when i do something that feels good that i would normally feel bad for enjoying. its got a sexual connotation sure, and i do use it that way, but its also not at all. it feels like theres really a sad hurt little girl inside me who never got told she was doing a good job even when she was trying her best, and she needs it most of all. normally affirmations feel stupid and hokey to me but “good girl” works.

i did that back near the beginning of the year. just packed what little shit i had at work, sent my resignation email, and left right in the middle of the day. driving home felt like jesse escaping the drug lab at the end of breaking bad.

why would they even do these anymore? ostensibly its for team building and to some degree employee retention, but theyre just going to keep laying people off so why bother.

finally my dream will come true. look upon me, radiant antenna, blessed of deciBell, shining forth for all to see.

at least for a while…

i really enjoyed the connection she had with tealc during the skara klorel trial episode. a diehard pacifist and a warriors warrior team up to save the arrogant tolans who think theyre untouchable. so many plot threads came together in that episode its kind of crazy to think about. also it gave us my favorite goa’uld, this guy. such a comically smug asshole lol.

nice

id ask mimi out. do you think she likes girls :3

im very out of the loop on these games. whats so trans about them?

cute :3 i love the little heart. what did you use to make it?

white monster has water in it. both at once :3

its so chill id be down

cruising in nature i see :3

have you thought about taking hrt? idk what youre really looking for but it sounds like your voice is a major source of dysphoria. voice deepening happens pretty quickly, within a few months from what ive heard, and is permanent. so if you dont want the other changes you could take it until your voice is where you want it then stop, or just keep going if you find you like the other stuff.

my problem is all my friends are too busy to spend time with me, and even if i manage to make plans with them lately they cancel more often than not. like whats even the point of being friends if i almost never see them. this world fucking sucks. fuck capitalism. fuck landlords. fuck everything being so fucking expensive and stressful. i just want a life that doesnt feel like some rich cunt used it as toilet paper. fuck.