i did that back near the beginning of the year. just packed what little shit i had at work, sent my resignation email, and left right in the middle of the day. driving home felt like jesse escaping the drug lab at the end of breaking bad.
why would they even do these anymore? ostensibly its for team building and to some degree employee retention, but theyre just going to keep laying people off so why bother.
finally my dream will come true. look upon me, radiant antenna, blessed of deciBell, shining forth for all to see.
at least for a while…
i really enjoyed the connection she had with tealc during the skara klorel trial episode. a diehard pacifist and a warriors warrior team up to save the arrogant tolans who think theyre untouchable. so many plot threads came together in that episode its kind of crazy to think about. also it gave us my favorite goa’uld, this guy. such a comically smug asshole lol.
nice
id ask mimi out. do you think she likes girls :3
im very out of the loop on these games. whats so trans about them?
cute :3 i love the little heart. what did you use to make it?
white monster has water in it. both at once :3
its so chill id be down
cruising in nature i see :3
have you thought about taking hrt? idk what youre really looking for but it sounds like your voice is a major source of dysphoria. voice deepening happens pretty quickly, within a few months from what ive heard, and is permanent. so if you dont want the other changes you could take it until your voice is where you want it then stop, or just keep going if you find you like the other stuff.
my problem is all my friends are too busy to spend time with me, and even if i manage to make plans with them lately they cancel more often than not. like whats even the point of being friends if i almost never see them. this world fucking sucks. fuck capitalism. fuck landlords. fuck everything being so fucking expensive and stressful. i just want a life that doesnt feel like some rich cunt used it as toilet paper. fuck.
where omg no one is saying where to find the list.
theres some mildly offensive assumptions baked into your comment. for one we just are women, full stop, no matter how much we transition or not.
seeing a man in the mirror is painful. being treated like a man is painful. testosterone makes me feel wrong in a sort of undefinable way. transition is about alleviating that pain partly.
seeing a woman in the mirror is euphoric. being treated as a woman is euphoric. estrogen makes me feel more like me than ive ever felt before. transition is also about claiming that euphoria.
simply dressing feminine doesnt give you all of that. for some of us it would be worse than doing nothing. like yes it sucks and its hard and if it was really a choice none of us would choose it. for a lot of us, eventually, its transition or die. if what you suggested was possible we would all be femboys and move on with our lives and trans fems wouldnt be a thing.
just saying, maybe your comment isnt the best thing to post in a community of trans fem people.
as a lesbian, i always use my ass to make up for my lack of pussy
maybe we could figure something else out :3
you too huh?
my favorite lately has been “good girl”. i say it to myself in my head when i do something hard, or well, or especially when i do something that feels good that i would normally feel bad for enjoying. its got a sexual connotation sure, and i do use it that way, but its also not at all. it feels like theres really a sad hurt little girl inside me who never got told she was doing a good job even when she was trying her best, and she needs it most of all. normally affirmations feel stupid and hokey to me but “good girl” works.