this and more vicious self-owns, only in this incredible grass-toucher post (again)

I used to have irl friends but they all turned out to be horrible people or libs or whatever, I used to have leddit but leddit is fucking poisonous, I used to have discord servers and shit but I tend to pass into and out of discord groups with worrying ease, also I cant stop saying “another kkkracka down” at grampa’s funeral

now I have bear website and it’s the place I want to talk, what the fuck else even is there? where else would even tolerate me? any attempt to reach out and join communities or groups anywhere would probably result in critical psychic damage, also I still will not go into the queer center in town, what the fuck

bear website is the only spot where talking to people has a decent chance of not being a painful affair

hexagonal ursine webzone

  • Aradina [She/They]@lemmy.mlEnglish
    3·
    4 months ago

    I’ve accepted that I just don’t form long term friendships. Some aspect of me as a person makes other people not really care, never message first, etc etc. I think I’m fine with it, honestly. It sucks obviously but it could be worse. I still make friends, they just quickly lose interest in me when they discover that my interestingness is mostly superficial. I’m a cartoon of myself.

    So I get you. It sucks I guess, but thems the breaks.

    • ashinadash [she/her]@hexbear.netOPEnglish
      3·
      4 months ago

      Some aspect of me as a person makes other people not really care, never message first, etc

      This is me as fuck. 90% of my social anythings I have to put the effort in to start, hate it. Also nobody actually likes me lmao

      I have considered just 100% giving up, but my wife (who is even more deeply asocial than me) told me not to. Plus I do like people, even if it almost bever works out in practice.