i’m just sitting on my DIY right now partly out of fear partly because my insurance finally gets slightly less shit next year and i want to make sure everything is all good before i throw off my equilibrium

i find it hilarious how i’ve done this massive array of experimental gray market substances, some even barely used by humans and this is the thing i’m obsessively preparing for and pushing back

as an older trans i really hope i get a little bit of this elixir of youth because middle aging in a male body is so fucking gross