The Ten Largest, No. 2

The Ten Largest Painting Series
Hilma af Klint was a Swedish abstract artist who was way ahead of her time. She might just be the first abstract painter in Western modern art history but did not get recognition until just recently. Lately, there have been several exhibitions of her work; for example, at Moderna Museet in Stockholm and Malmö, Sweden. Hilma af Klint’s The Ten Largest is iconic and has lately been shown all over the world, most notably at Tate Modern in London and a couple of years ago at Guggenheim Museum in New York. It is one of her most important works, and the large scale of the paintings is quite striking.
Hilma af Klint (1862–1944) started as a landscape and portrait painter after graduating from the Royal Academy of Fine Arts in Stockholm in 1887. During her career, she also had an interest in the spiritual world—an interest she later employed in her art. According to the artist, she received messages from the spirits telling her what and how to paint.
The Ten Largest is a group of works comprising ten 10,76 x 7,87 ft (328 x 240 cm) egg tempera paintings. The paintings depict the spiritual evolution of humans, taking us from childhood, through youth, and adulthood to old age. Let’s take a closer look at the history and the meaning of The Ten Largest!
History of the Paintings
Hilma af Klint took precise notes on her work with The Ten Largest, and therefore we know a lot of the meaning and how to understand the paintings through her notebooks. The Ten Largest is part of a larger series of artwork called Paintings for the Temple, a series she was assigned from the spiritual world. We know, from Hilma af Klint’s notes, that there were more spirits involved in the assignment, whom she called “The High Masters.” She saw herself as a channel between the spiritual world and this world.
Af Klint painted The Ten Largest during a 40-day period in 1907, and the spirits were very specific with the timeline. They told her to paint each painting in four days, following each other, which she completed with help from at least two friends. She created the paintings swiftly and spontaneously, with little planning. She completed the whole series in 40 days.
The Meaning
The paintings depict the evolution of human consciousness and the spiritual evolution of the human mind. Each painting should be interpreted as a phase in life. Hilma af Klint was very interested in spiritualism, which was not uncommon in the early 20th century, especially in the cultural circles. The paintings were supposed to give humanity images of life beyond everything, which were not visible otherwise. However, when Hilma af Klint searched for a suitable place to exhibit and show the world these beautiful abstract paintings, she did so in vain. In 1932 she decided that since the world was not ready to take part in and understand the spiritual messages in her paintings, most of her artwork and her notebooks were to be kept from the public for 20 years.
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Garterbelt and stocking are a great fit for lying in bed and reading marxist theory.
horny
God I wish someone would break into my house and fuck me right now 😩 😫 😭 🙃 😒
dysphoria, puberty
Sorry I think I’ve posted about this recently
I’ve been getting very into the endocrine system and shit and was looking at stuff and then it hits me how little importance having optimal ratios or weight cycling with [redacted] is or other hormones are compared to the absolute damage T did.
voice
training to a good voice would do so much more for me but its so bad. I don’t think I can. That’s the actual big thing in my transition. Fuck me.
I didn’t mean for this to be a voice post but fuck every time I think about it I get so sad and hopeless.
idk if this is weird to mention but the oldest person on my team at work is a trans woman in her 40s, and it’s actually really heartening to see a trans person who’s a lot older than me.
it makes me think of those struggling at my own age, and how they can make it too. Idk she’s also just good at her job and everyone is kind to her which, again, is nice to see on this shitass TERF island.
That’s awesome, I wish I had someone like her irl
There's a thing that libs do that is frustrating... (Individual and systemic transphobia)
Where a trans people will talk about something and then in the replies they’ll be like “You’re confusing gender and sex, you see gender is…”
Obviously cisplaining gender and sex to a trans person is a mess. But it’s like fucker we don’t an internationally agreed upon definition of both those words, many countries use only one, or use both interchangeably even before we get to languages that aren’t English.
In Australia my passport says Sex: F. No mention of anything called gender.
There’s been a drama recently because the government is trying to record “sex at birth” on medical records. Which I don’t think is good for safety reasons. But I kind of prefer the term “sex at birth” to “Assigned Gender At Birth”. Because it’s closer to what happened, a doctor said hey “these sexual characteristics were noted” instead of “this person will grow into this defined sociological role” (though I guess they also tried to make that happen).
And this is before pushing that yes even sex is a social construct and sexual characteristics can be altered etc.
My body is really 100% in a weekly cycle now. Hormones are so weird
Before bottom surgery i had a monthly cycle which was weird af. It was literally 28 days so many of the same symptoms
Moonflow (Bitter Karelia) is a fun read so far, I dig it.
Read The Wax Child - kind of a snooze, the prose was weird which I liked but I was never all that excited to read it
I look so much like my mother it’s kinda wild… Maybe now she’ll believe this is a good thing? That having another daughter isn’t bad?
If my mum is anything to go by, mothers are very capable of being arseholes to their daughters even if they’re cis.
If my sisters are anything to go by, they found so much more life to live once they were no longer living in the shadow of a parent projected her self hatred onto others.
Hopefully that isn’t the same for your mother in a permanent basis, but just know that it can be liberating to be free of the bullshit too.
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Do we have a reading list? I read beyond pink and blue and whipping girl and I’m fiending for more
There was this post from last year: https://hexbear.net/post/4435465
Just nonfiction, or are you also interested in fiction?
Honestly I should read fiction too
I’m always telling people this.
I don’t know what kind of fiction you’re into, so here goes:
Fiction (serial): The Sisters of Dorley by Alyson Greaves - a young trans woman infiltrates a forced feminization program to get free healthcare
Fiction (literary): Detransition, Baby by Torrey Peters - two and a half women decide whether to have a baby together
Little Fish by Casey Plett - Canadian trans woman thinks her grandparent may have been trans
Fiction (eggfic): To Own The Libs by Zoe Storm - Egg from a conservative family transitions, to prove anyone could do it, even a cis guy
Fiction (smut): Nexus Alpha by Ela Bambust - lesbians and mechs
Fiction (horror) Tell Me I’m Worthless by Alison Rumfitt - Transgender is like a haunted house
Nonfiction: I haven’t read much trans nonfiction but maybe you’d also be interested in Trans/Rad/Fem by Talia Bhatt.
See if your library has anything by any of these authors; several of them are tradpub so you might have one of their books available locally.
i just finished reading To Own The Libs today, it’s so cute! i also love Dorley so adding some other fantastic works (both fiction) by Alyson Greaves:
When You Fell From Heaven (romance) - cheerleading trans/cis lesbian romance set in 2003. picked it up after it was mentioned in the last few megas, highly recommend both books
Kimmy (horror) - dude in the near future wears a hollowed-out android as a Halloween costume which starts to change him into someone/something else. it’s really good but be sure to check the cws, it gets dark
Nevada felt like it was on the hexbear trans reading list for a while
Manhunt is hard to recommend because its sad ans horrifying and has a lot stuff for content warnings, but also hopeful and resilient and stresses solidarity…
The Hierarchies feels like an obvious trans allegory?
Thank god the gossip wasn’t me being trans
People are talking about my boss dating this guy in another department. She’s insistent they aren’t. She did let it slip they both like each other (and they’re going out together). Totally not dating though. Whole thing is very funny to me.
She did let it slip they both like each other (and they’re going out together). Totally not dating though. Whole thing is very funny to me.
who would do such a thing smh
Holy shit I’m mogging so hard in my real ID photo. It may be the best picture taken of me holyyyy
Also the lady processing my paperwork mega clocked me. Asked if there was any info I wanted to change in what I would describe as a knowing fashion and told me that I was going to have to keep my full middle name on my ID without me asking (it’s very masculine and my first name is somewhat gender-neutral). I guess it’s pretty obvious when my old ID is right there to compare to. But she was very nice and warm to me.
It may be Friday the 13th but my goofy smile and blissed out state has deflected and bad vibes that have came my way
there are two more friday the 13ths this year so don’t be lulled into a false sense of security 👁️
friday the 13th only has to be lucky once, you have to be lucky every time!
As long as cute grunge tomboys exist i.e the one I was talking to my goofy smile ain’t going away and will keep counteracting any dark magics this day
friday the 13 is like extra halloween to me, so all the more reason to be excited! 😸
bustin makes me feel shame
The simplest of all the reasons why I like Hilma is that her art is fun. Her color pallette is amazing and her use of shapes is so free
Having bpd and dysphoria fucking sucks













