Multi-User Dungeons, also called MUDs, are a form of online text-based roleplaying game. MUDs were typically played over telnet protocol and steadily grew in popularity until graphical MMORPGs began to take their place. Initially inspired by text based adventure games such as Colossal Cave Adventure and Zork, as well as early computer RPGs, MUDs most often follow a classic fantasy setting, though you can also find a pretty diverse range of world settings, systems, and playstyles with MUDs and various other related MU* virtual worlds. Some other types of MU* games under the MUD umbrella include:
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MUSH (Multi-User Shared Hallucination) which emphasized social interaction in a virtual world over actual gameplay (fun fact: The phrase “chatroom” supposedly comes from these types of games).
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MUCK (Multi-User… Chat Kingdom? Creation Kit? The origin isn’t entirely clear) also emphasizes social interaction, but with the addition of in-game tools that allow the players themselves to help with world building.
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MOO (MUD, Object Oriented) allows users to do programming directly within the game/world server.
The first official MUD was started by two students (first Roy Trubshaw, then Richard Bartle later took over) in 1978 at the University of Essex and was simply called “MUD”. This MUD was only accessible on the university network until 1980 when the university network was connected to ARPANET, introducing it to the wider world. During the 1980’s and early 1990’s, MUDs grew in popularity, and over time a diverse range of worlds had been created primarily from a few widely replicated MUD codebases like TinyMUD, LPMUD, and DikuMUD. MUDs eventually reached the peak of their popularity in the mid-to-late 1990s just before the introduction of early MMORPGs like Everquest (created by a DikuMUD player and largely based on it). Since then, they’ve become a bit more obscure, but never faded away completely and there are still a large number of active MUDs in use today.
As to how to actually play MUDs, you can access them from anything with a telnet client. This means you can log in directly from a terminal window if you want, or you can use MUD clients that offer useful features such as custom add-on packs, scripting/aliasing, audio (including music), auto-mapping, and much more. Two of the more popular clients I’m familiar with are Mudlet and MUSHClient. One I saw recently that looks promising is QMud which is a full cross-platform Qt6 port of MUSHclient. It’s supposed to be compatible with existing MUSHClient add-ons, but I haven’t tried it yet myself.
If you’re new to MUDs and looking for a place to get started, here are three I’ve played at least somewhat recently and would recommend:
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AwakeMUD CE (telnet: play.awakemud.com port 4000): This is a cyberpunk MUD based on Shadowrun 3E that was started in 1994 and has seemingly been running continuously (for the most part) since 2000. This is one I’ve been playing daily lately and love it so far. The community seems good (and very queer-friendly as far as I can tell) and I’m really liking the Shadowrun 3E world/system. Right now I’m an Adept and have obtained some cool powers and bioware. Currently working on getting cyberfins and retractable shark teeth for new cyberware. AwakeMUD also has a decent UI add-on pack for Mudlet that I’d recommend (available here). If you join this one, let me know and we can join up and do some runs or just go exploring. I usually idle on there so if you’re online you can just do a “tell carcharodonna” or send me a message with the pocket secretary.
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Unofficial Squaresoft MUD (telnet: uossmud.sandwich.net port 9000): Running since 1997, this MUD is a combination of various worlds and systems taken from popular Squaresoft JRPGs of the 1990s. If you like NES/SNES JRPGs as much as I do, you’ll probably like this one. The devs for this MUD seem VERY active and are constantly updating and introducing new features. There’s also a very cool MUSHClient soundpack for this (available here) that adds all the wonderful SNES era Squaresoft sound effects and music.
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Aardwolf (telnet: aardwolf.org port 4000): Running since 1996, this is a full-featured fantasy MUD which (as far as I know) is currently the most popular traditional MUD going right now. The world of Aardwolf is massive and there’s an absurd amount of content to be found here. Aardwolf also has a VERY good MUSHclient package (available here) that includes UI, maps, audio, and lots of other stuff.
Having explained MUD basics above, I wanted to finish this post outlining why MUDs are (still) awesome and why more people should play them:
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Ease of access: Vast majority of MUDs are run by volunteers and 100% free (not just “free-to-play”), and can be run on anything with a telnet-enabled terminal. Also, since it’s text based, you could play MUDs on the shittiest of internet connections. If you wanted to, you could probably play MUDs on a smart toaster while sitting in a McDonalds bathroom and leaching off their wifi. If nuclear war happens and communication infrastructure gets wiped out, you could probably still play MUDs with something like ham radio packet switching or Meshtastic. Oh, many MUDs also offer screen reader compatibility for people who are vision impaired, which is extremely cool.
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Ease of development: Again, since it’s text-based, there’s much less of a learning curve (in some ways at least) and less of a need for certain skillsets or dev tools. There still is at least some learning curve, however, and the easiest way to get started making your own MUD would be to either use and modify an existing MUD codebase, or… you could use a tool like Evennia. Evennia is a pretty awesome MUD creation FOSS project that’s python based and relatively easy to learn. I haven’t made anything substantial with it myself, though I did once set up the example world and played around with the world building tools. The basics at least didn’t seem all that difficult, though I’m sure there’s a lot more you can do with it that requires much more time and skill. Like interesting game mechanics.
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Focus on quality of writing and worldbuilding: Without graphics, you’re more dependent on the quality of the writing and your own imagination, which in my view can often be a better experience. There’s also more freedom in making a MUD than you otherwise might have in making a graphical game, due to the lower barriers and relative obscurity of MUDs. You’re really only limited by knowing how to use the tools to make what you want. For example… If you wanted to make a virtual world where being cis is illegal and cis men are sent to forcefem gulags and used in “unethical” mpreg medical experiments, you could totally do that. No one is stopping you. The sky’s the limit, really.
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Better online communities: MUDs have historically been a refuge for queer folks, neurodiverse people, or just generally anyone who doesn’t feel like they fit well in mainstream society or is looking for a safe space to explore who they are. Maybe as an example, here’s a cool zine from 1993 about the zine author’s experience with a furry community known as FurryMuck. I can’t speak for every MUD out there, but in my experience MUDs generally tend to be more comfortable spaces for queer people than a lot of normal gaming communities typically are.
So that’s it. That’s the post. Thank you for letting me info dump on this topic and I hope it was at least somewhat informative.
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Crying more. Hate my stupid life.
Anyway been looking at a lot of travel stuff, I want to soo badly. Not sure how that would actually work with being trans. Passports, meds, safety, idk. Its something I really want though. I do technically have savings if I wanted to figure something out
Its more your country thats the iffy one tbh, that and TERF island.
Well if you’re injecting EEn you can do a large injection right before a 2-3 week trip and not have to take your HRT with you. Passports are a problem right now but you can just boymode through security I guess?
I think it would be good for you to have something to look forward to.
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I’m not saying I’m gonna wear a dress to my friend’s birthday party on Saturday
But I’m also not not saying it
If it’s safe you should do it
''friend'' drama ig
it’s like, some really advanced white dude bullshit to ask a girl “hey I can tell you’re feeling bad, I’m sorry what’s up?” and then when she tells you be like “oh I made you feel bad, nevermind your feelings aren’t valid and you’re wrong actually I did exactly what you wanted”
cars, angerposting
Oh my FUCKING god I hate cars so much. I was walking around my neighborhood and some piece of shit driving antiparallel to me sped up and swerved in my direction and back just to watch me jump. This is now the second time fucks in cars have done this to me. Last time I was riding my bike through a residential street on my way back from school.
Haha funny joke real classy move. I’ve already been thrown into an intersection by a car and another time was within inches of being hit by a sportscar speeding through my old neighborhood. Holy fucking shit cars suck so much dear god. Why the hell can I not take a walk through my own freaking neighborhood without some shit threatening me with their deathtrap?
I put slightly more effort into my outfit today than I usually do and got complimented on it by the first person I spoke to while out and about today. Perhaps I should do this more often. Imagine if I could get good

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Been feeling great putting together outfits lately, but my shoe game is so weak 😭 Wearing my flowy alternative summer diva outfit paired with Tims was not the look. Gotta get me some chunky bratz sandals. I still felt fantastic once the shoes came off though 🙂
I only do all-stars, maybe I should up my game a little too
All Stars are cute as hell 🥰 That’s also on my shopping list (hopefully the thrift gods will help me out)
They are, and they’re gender neutral, so they usually have big sizes too. But I want to explore more options
dysphoria
My dysphoria usually comes as a pre-prepared scenario of “look at what you’ll never have”.
I recently had a day dream of being like this sexy girl travelling through europe in hostels, hooking up with random guys along the way, bonding over vintage music, exploring hidden catacombs and uncovering a hidden conspiracy.
And yeah, that won’t be me.
I day dream of traveling and staying in hostels and then remember I have no one to go with :/ even without all that stuff it won’t be me
I would LOVE to have trans friends to travel with. Or even just hang out with IRL.

I need any friends tbh, I have one that I’ll go get food after work with every now and again but that’s it atm
Yeah that’s what gets me 😭. Every single bit of fun I ever have while touching grass is on my lonesome. It all feels … empty.
To be fair that won’t be most people. Living a novel in real life is not to be expected. I’m not even talking about any gender aspects here
I mean …yes, but the actual dysphoria part is the one where I’m not a confident conventionally attractive cis girl, the other stuff is the set dressing my brain comes up with.
I got to go through europe in hostels and it wasnt that good :/
Damn. I’ve been in european hostels before. Not like a continent wide tour. Just for a day because I locked myself out of my room. And like when the trains leave me stranded. Or that time I visited paris.
It can’t be that bad.
I went from Ireland to France to Italy to Czech, Slovakia and Hungary~
Hostels were all I could afford, and yeah it wasnt great. Meeting people was great but theyre mostly people who can afford to travel… the best people I met were losers like me who could barely afford to eat everyday (I couldn’t at the time). That’s not the European backpacker circuit. I did meet some fun people, but your fantasy you grieved about above is more a romance novel. It doesn’t include bedbugs or tinea fungus or washing your clothes in a shared sink of 4 people or sleeping 6 to a room (bunk beds) and someone wont turn their porn off and someone else is spoiling game of thrones cause they’re an extra lol. Fantasies are fun for sure but not if its hurting you
When you said bad I was more imagining get robbed at gunpoint and stuff. But even with the bedbugs and fungus, I still want to do a tour of europe on my bike while sleeping in hostels. I find pain to be very fun.
I also travelled a bit so I know about the pains.
I find them fun though. Not even as bad that time I was living in a 9 m2 “room” run by a mafia guy I had to run away from. Waking up at 5:30 AM to make myself a sandwich, rumaging through the common fridge trying to pull my stuff out. Then speeding off to the trains in my bike.
As for me grieving a romance novel fantasy. Well … you aren’t wrong. I keep grieving unrealistic fantasies and feel jealous for experiences that even many cis girls don’t have.
But it’s like. I got nothing. You know. I can avoid feeling sadness by not dreaming. But what then? Do I transition to be just as hopeless as before? Not being accusatory or anything. I know I’m being over dramatic. I get like this whenever my escapist fantasies pop and I have to go back to the real world. Even if fantasies hurt me, reality is even more painful.
Do I transition to be just as hopeless as before?
real :/
I’m sure you can be an even more attractive trans girl, don’t worry, I’m sure you’re very cute and just don’t see it
Sewing is amazing! By sewing, I was able to not look like an idiot wearing torn clothes! Cause I sewed the torn seams. Maybe being a seamstress is in my stars (it’s not, threading needles is so hard)
There are tools that can thread needles and make it pretty simple. Like so
needle threader

Might look at getting one of them. Just needs to be under 4 bucks so I can buy it
Yeah they’re pretty cheap. It’s just a tiny piece of metal, that wire part is thinner than a paperclip.
The real problem is they’re sold in big packs. I don’t know why, I haven’t broken even one 🤷♀️
Yay good job!!!
Hehe, thanks 😊
Aparantly my municipality is doing experimental mental health interviews, and I participated in one. It was surprisingly nice. Kinda like a low stakes therapy session? With 2 practitioners at once.
Best part? Since it’s in the experimental stage it’s free. Thank the heavens! I have 4 bucks in my account right now.
Living w family is kinda like if there was a parasite in my brain sucking off energy, and thats even when my parents arent like, overtly transphobic
A lot of times it is yeah :(
Used to fight with my parents literally everyday. Wasn’t until I left them for abroad that the raging hatred I had for them in my heart finally calmed down.
So I can relate
Yup :/ actually horrible
my morning
Wake up again. Put on some music. Cry about how bad transphobia towards trans women is. Not cut out for this. Think about the last time everyone tried to encourage me to voice train. Cry. Think about how horrible and upsetting voice training is. More hopelessness at my situation. Wonder if I’m going to see my favorite coworker this weekend. I often do once a month but worry I might not. Think about how stupid that is. I just want to whine at her about how awful I feel. I actually have nothing good to talk to her about. I wish I could just be normal. Have something good to say. Cry more. Think about how annoying I must have been when I’d “reach out” and message people about my problems. Think about a project I’m working on. Just need to clean it up a bit. God I wish I could fall back to sleep. Think about how alone and broken I am.
I think my mom can feel my chest/bra when we hug. She seemed kinda sad when I left her place today. Didn’t stop her from he/himming me all the way through, though. Now that she’s done with her big test I’m gonna figure out a time to tell her what she has already probably put together.
And her reaction will be entirely her own concern. I am done letting other people tell me who I am when they so obviously don’t know
her reaction will be entirely her own concern.
Seen this a lot, the cis are vile. Sorry you have to deal with that.
Coincidentally the way I meant that was that it’s her responsibility to deal with how she feels about this, but my mom does tend to make everything about herself 🙃
I admire your conviction. You are absolutely correct. Wish I could do that too, but it’s not the time yet.
The time for me should’ve been when i tried with her around 4 years ago but i didn’t have enough confidence and I let her sow a debilitating level of doubt. but second best time is now i guess

Well, the best time is when you can cut ties if necessary.
true, I was living with her and economically dependent on her at the time. now she’s kinda economically dependent on me…
Yeah, that’s a huge difference. When you’re economically dependent on someone it’s hard
that’s very waow and based of you
more and more people are saying it















